Funny how time slips more and more away. Even now, in my days of just work instead of work and school and clubs and everything, I can't even find time to shave or clean my room or wash the dishes. I pray that it's because I can't find the time and not that I don't have the energy. Please don't tell me this is aging. I've fought my entire life to not... Never mind. I'll spare you that thought.
I've been planning on things changing. I'm hoping this change will mean that I'll have time to shave. But there's the thought of the harsh reality that I'll never have time to shave.
--Till then...
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10 years ago
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hahahaha...well, if it's laziness....you can do anything you set your mind to, so you gotta buck up and do it. we all have those days when we just don't want to get up off the couch at all, don't want to try...don't want to clean ourselves up and face the world. but you'll feel better once you get the courage to do it, i promise. :)
It's not laziness, though. It's some other third thing between being busy and having no energy. I dunno... I don't want to say aging.... I don't....
Hm. I kind of understand this...well, for me, I use up most of my energy at work/in public in general, that when I come back in my room, I just give up taking care of myself. My coworkers think I'm so organized, i'm so on top of it, I clean a lot, blah blah. But when they come to my room, they'll be surprised to see how much cleaning I have to do. It's like, I care so much to "help the world" that I become ignorant or...careless what happens once I leave the public eyes. It's like i want a break from all the business and whatever perfection I'm trying to achieve outside of home, once I come back, I just don't want to do anything for myself and things around me. What is this phenomenon? I don't know. But it felt good when I used my sick days today and slept in a little hahahaa. It gave me time to re-energize and go back into the world :)
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