Friday, April 17, 2009

Worse... Much Worse....

I am much much worse. I am in a deep pit. Only one thing can save me, but I don't think that it will happen. I can't see the light. I just want to stay away. I just need to stop for a while. I am nothing. I am worth nothing. Everything I touch is ruined. Everything falls apart when I am there. I am not worth saving. In any reality.

--Till then...

4 comments:

redapple said...

I love you Anthony! I don't want you to feel like this :( you're really not worthless and I'm serious.

lehdev said...

you are free to feel as you wish, but know this: the period of my life when i considered you one of my closest friends was wonderful, and i really hope we get to that point again some day.

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